Your Heavenly Father does not slumber nor sleep. He watches over you! He sees it all. He knows all there is to know and He will never leave you nor forsake you. He alone is the righteous sovereign Judge. Eternity awaits and one day the world will know what it has done to you. Each man will give an account for their deeds. Your life is in His hands.
Hold on, persevere, finish the race, no matter how tough it is. God will get the glory.