I do believe in the power of positive thinking. I had experience this in many situations and I can tell you that our mind manifest what we want. Please when you close your eyes see yourself free, happy, running and keep this vision every moment that you can. Do not allow yourself the luxury of a negative thought. I teach spiritual things and I understand that God gave us a mind that is so powerful enough to move mountains but we only use 10% of it. If we try to focus but not just to focus but believing you will manifest what you want.
A thought alone is not good.
A thought with emotion is the best you can do. The emotion and could be of happiness is the motor or generator that make the thought manifest our desire. When you feel down erase your negative thoughts and replace them for happy visions of you been free, happy and you will see how this is the real miracle. A famous artist when he was very poor put a check on his name for a million US$ on the ceiling and every night he looked for a long time at the cheque and went to sleep. A year later he was one of the most famous actors in Hollywood and sign his first cheque for a million. This is not a lie is a reality. Your mind can set you free but is not just your thoughts they have to reworking with a strong emotion.
I wanted to share this with you because I know it will help you. I am praying for you and I see you in my mind like an eternal here and millions of people see you in the same way.